Well, I can't think of a better time to post this then after the incredibly busy week we've just had, thus my lack of blogging. Let me set it up for you, last weekend the hubby and I headed to TN for a weekend in a cabin with my brother and sister in law, Tuesday night we left TN and arrived home at 1:30am Wednesday morning. Hubs worked Wed and Thurs, then we got up bright and early at 4:30am Friday morning to head home to GA for the wedding of one of my girlfriends. This weekend was a big mix of family and wedding related events, and Sunday morning after a quick breakfast with my parents we were on the road again with 7 hours between us and home. Needless to say, we crashed when we finally hit the bed last night. I was thinking of writing another blog post from One Thousand Gifts and this post just fits perfectly so here we go!
Time is something we all think we need more of. The one thing we revolve our schedules around and always wish there were more hours in the day. At least I know I do sometimes. How do we get to be so busy? I look at our life now, without kids, and see how busy we are, and can only imagine what's going to happen when we add a little one to the mix! This thought from the book really hit me hard, is "Is the busyness of your life leaving little room for the source of your life?" Yikes! That was convicting for me. Among all the busyness, am I leaving room and prioritizing for the only thing that gets me through the busyness? Honestly, a lot of times I really fail at this, and it has been one of my goals this summer, while I'm somewhat less busy, to really prioritize this. To really make the source of my life the SOURCE of my life. How else am I going to make it through this whirlwind?
Voskamp quoted another woman in this chapter saying "On every level of life, from housework to heights of prayer, in all judgment and efforts to get things done, hurry and impatience are the sure marks of an amateur." I do not want to be an amateur. I want to really soak in the bits of life and not wish away my weeks and months. Right now it's very hard not to do this, all I want is for our waitlist numbers to get smaller and smaller and for me to snap my fingers and us be fast forwarded a year to be at the top of the list. But if I do that, I miss what God is trying to do right now. I miss all the little blessings he's giving us along the way. Voskamp says that "hurry empties the soul." A good friend of mine emailed this to me last week and it was so encouraging.
"Waiting on God isn't about the suspension of meaning and purpose. It's part of the meaning and purpose that God has brought into my life. Waiting on God isn't to be viewed as an obstruction in the way of the plan. Waiting is an essential part of the plan. For the child of God, waiting isn't simply about what I'll receive at the end of my wait. No, waiting is much more purposeful, efficient, and practical than that. Waiting is fundamentally about what I'll become as I wait. God is using the wait to do in and through me exactly what He's promised. Through the wait He's changing me. By means of the wait He's altering the fabric of my thoughts and desires. Through the wait He's causing me to see and experience new things about Him and His kingdom. And all of this sharpens me, enabling me to be a more useful tool in His redemptive hands" (emphasis mine). Paul Tripp
I have essentially been given the gift of time in this wait, as Voskamp puts it "God Himself framed in a moment." That is amazing to think about. In this waiting, God is giving me more of Himself and preparing me for this journey of motherhood. Preparing me by teaching me that "The real problem of life is never a lack of time....it's a lack of thanksgiving" and that I "redeem time from neglect and apathy and inattentiveness when I swell with thanks and weigh the moment down and it's giving thanks to God for this moment that multiplies the moments, time made enough." Such great encouragment and perspective for me amidst the busyness of life. I am trying my hardest to put these things into practice and allow myself to be prepared by my Father, to be made ready for the journey, and to no longer hurry through as an amateur. I'm making my list longer every day, soaking in these gifts and attempting to learn.
**On another note, there has been lots of good news and movement on the list lately, we should be getting new numbers for July any day now and I'm excited to post them!
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